Hey people...

Wow it's been a while since i wrote on here...so much stuff going on...well, im not going to tell ya everything thats happened since like the last time i wrote here but yesterday i went to mike's house...it was fun and all, i was hoping just to go there and it be a nice quiet night...yeah it definately wasnt...when i first got there it was mike, martel, damon, and nick...by the end of the night it was them, mk, aner, amy, sherrie, jackie, angela, and chrissy.  Yeah...so much for quiet night...but yeah we leg wrestled and what not...but yeah, im going to go cuz im talking to mk on the phone...lataz

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Hey people...haven't updated in a while...

Friday
Well, we had off school on Friday so I sat inside.  I was supposed to go to the mall at like 7, but the guy kinda stood me up.  That upset me greatly until Ashlee IMed me and was like "wanna go see RENT?" I said sure and we went...it was so0o good!!  It was like BEYOND good!!  It was great...if you have seen it, I am going to be Angel for halloween next year!!  woo hoo!! lol i cant wait...i wanted to be Mimi as soon as I saw the previews for the movie, but then Friday mk said she was going to be Mimi...and I didnt want her to get pissed off if I said "oh im going to be mimi..." so instead I said i was going to be Angel, who is so0o much better!!  woo hoo!!  I got home around 2am and then went to bed.

Saturday
I woke up at like 9 am and went to help my cousin pass out flyers for my cousin in law...that was until like 2...then i went to Talisha and Ashley's birthday party...it was fun!!  mk, robyn, and, i barely knew anyone so we were like "umm...okayyy..."lol

Sunday (Today)
I cleaned the house at like noon whilst listening to RENT...it was fun fun fun!!  and then i memorized my poems for the poetry slam tomorrow

so that was just about my weekend right now i am sitting here bored...well ill talk to you people later...

hey people...
omg...im at my my work...but im not wroking...because i all ready did my 6 hours of the week... =] ...woo hoo!!  well..this past weekend has been so boring...the only good parts have been when i have talked on aim with chris, morty, mike, and dave... =] lol...yeah...dave said i have a good arm (football) for a girl... i was like yay!!  yeah...but i had an okay 4-day weekend...wasnt the best...but im greatful for it... yeah...i havent written in here in a long time...but thats because i dont get a bunch of comments......but yeah...so...i think jo von and i are going to sing "As Long As Your Mine" for the spring concert...i really want to sing it!!  I love that song...it is one of my all time favorite musical duet!!  lol...yeah...but i am bored...well...i watched the AP football players practice again...that was O so much fun...

people...i dont know what to do...i dont want to feel like this...there is a guy that i can not get out of my mind...and im afraid that if i walk up to him and talk to him, ill just annoy him...  but im not sure...I talk to him online all the time...and even online he seems like im annoying him...you know what!?  ill talk to him tonight on aim...and like...yeah...some people have told me bad things about him... and now when i see him all the time and talk to him online all the time, i cant believe that stuff...i just cant...

i think i am going to go with my intuitions that he is a good guy...that he is sweet, caring, and funny...im going to go with that...and nothing that ANY one else tells me...im not going to believe it...not one bit...i mean, it is my life...people tell me i should let it go because he is a senior...but you know what?  i cant...even if i try not to talk to him online, when he comes on, i cant help it...when i see him, i cant help but smile and say something to emily or maria or ash or mk...when i think about him....well, i just get the shivers...and its weird...because i hate this feeling so much...i really do...i like saying that guys are cute or hot...but...its.......i dont know...its weird...  he just makes me feel secure..i dont know...theres something about him...i just cant hit it...

now if some of you people reading this know who i am talking about...do not say a damn name in my comments or i will beat you up...but please help...what should i say to him?  what should i do when i see him?  what should i DO period?!  ahhh!!  well i am going to go...i have school tomorrow...oh BOY!!  well...lataz

love
                 jessica